plz b strong ur son was fighting something thing that is so powerful to a weak mind... i am a one of them ,, seeing this makes me want to cry out for the ones who it is too late for.. i started when i was 16 and my best friend/ boyfriend was killed in a motorcycle accd.. ever since then i have attemped in many of ways to ease my pain for my selfish reasons.. i wanted him bck i still do.. im 27n and i feel as if i lost my soulmate!! I wish i had answers for wut happend..but i dnt .. but maybe i can help in some way .. i thank god for every day that he gave me with michael and every day after the accd.. because i was to weak to carry on by myself so i let the lord carry me.. he may not answer when u want him too .. but he does answer u ..just keep ur eyes open all the time.. much love and peace.. and srry for ur loss..