"I lost my brother August 6 2003 and my dad June 4 2015 my brother I miss the most im handling it ok most days but some days I get sad and angry cuz he's not here when I needed him the most. With my dad we didn't get along very well and on…"
"The lost of a love one leaves one with so much pain ...yet being able to express the pain with those in like situation enable one to release the heavy heart of pain. This site enable one to do just so, to give support to those in similar…"
Hi Roberta, Well since I last wrote, I have literalty been on a roller coaster!!!! My emotions are running wild. Some times I feel im out of control - but Im grateful that thur it all, my feet still land on the ground!! I have alot of hurt & pain Roberta & im not good at knowing what to do with it, so lately all i've been doing is crying!! well that feels good to do, but i still feel heavily burdened.... My 2nd oldest sister ( Audrey ) passed Nov 25th, 03...... My oldest sister ( Florence ) passed Oct 28th, 09 & My Brother ( Jess ) passed Dec 24th, 09. Very HeartWrenching!!! Forgot to mention, My Dad ( Tony ) passed Aug 6th, 71.... If I let myself think to much, I will lose it, All I want is to find some kind of Peace!!! I know, Ive heard it many times, they are in a better place & not suffering anymore, but that does not bring me the peace im looking for.... I Miss them all so much, These last two months have been extremly hard, im so heartbroken Roberta. There is so much more to share but i dont want to overwhelm anyone. I find it kind of boggling that thur all this i am able to get up each day and work, act normal and make it thur the day. Its when 5 o'clock comes that I become this other person who's broken & crying!!! Thank you for hearing me out, this sure feels good and normal!!! :) That smile was real.........
hello, i am truly blessed to have people to connect with I have lost 3 siblings and would love to be able to express myself. I am at work right now but will continue to get back every chance i ge. God Bless.