I lost my husband of 33 years on April 6, 2013.  It was the darkest day of my life, except for the days that have followed his death.  I feel so empty, at a loss that is so hard to explain.  Although we had no children, I am blessed with a large and very supportive family, without them I don't think I would have survived.  In spite of their willingness to listen I find I can no longer find the words or that I am repeating myself all the time.  I am hoping this group will help me through the darkness.