I lost my grandson at 35 weeks. June 6, 2011 - June 10, 2011...There is no one to share my grief with. All my family and friends have healthy beautiful grandchildren. And my first beautiful grandchild whom I wanted even more than my own life is gone. My grief is beyond words...I have tried to find someone who might even have one iota of my sadness/anger and depth of what could have been. I have tried to find a grandparents grief group in my area, without success (unless I am not looking in the right place). My darkest times have been very deep but my faith is strong and I do not blame
God or anyone but I feel that it is "wrong, wrong, wrong" because I wanted to be a grandmother more than anyone in this whole world. And I would have been a good one. Thank you for sharing your grief, it means that I am not alone!