THANK YOU FOR FRIENDING ME I HAVN'T BEEN ON HERE FOR A WHILE IT WILL BE GOING ON 5 YRS THAT MY SON PASSED HE WAS 21 YRS OLD. HE WAS KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT THE MOST HORRIFYING CALL I HAVE EVER GOTTTEN IN MY LIFE.. HE WAS ATTENDING COLLEGE IN ILL I WAS HERE IN INDIANA. I HAVE JUST BEEN WORKING A LOT TO KEEP ME BUSY.. AND TO THINK ABOUT MY OTHER SON WHO IS NOW 2O I ONLY HAD THE 2 BOYS AND YES HAVE REAL BAD ANXATIY REAL BAD BUT I KNOW I WILL GET THREW IT IAM A STRONG WOMEN I KNOW THAT DANIEL WOULD WANT ME TO MOVE ON BUT IT IS REALLY HARD I AM GOING TO COUNCILING THAT MY DOCTOR IS SENDING ME TO. EVERYTIME I GO SEE HER I WOULD JUST BE JUST CRYING MY EYES OUT I HAVE BEEN ON CYMBALTA SINCE MY SON HAS BEEN GONE AND IT HAS HELPED ME OUT ALOT.. I COULDN'T GET UP IN THE MORNING I JUST WANTED TO JUST STAY IN MY ROOM AND JUST SLEEP THINKING THAT THE PAIN WOULD GO AWAY. I COULDN'T KEEP LETTING MY SON SEE ME LIKE THIS ALL THE TIME HE NEEDED ME I HAD TO GET MY BUTT UP AND DO THINGS WITH HIM MICHAEL WAS 16 WHEN HIS BROTHER HIS FATHER FIGURE HIS HERO DIED MICHAEL HAD NO EMTIONS AND THAT REALLY BOTHERED ME. NOW WE JUST FOUND OUR THAT MY BABY IS GOING TO BE A DADDY HIMSELF HE TOLD ME MOM I THINK THIS WILL HELP ME BECOME A BETTER MAN...YOU CAN TALK TO ME ANYTIME I AM HERE FOR YOU DO YOU HAVE FACEBOOK.. JUST LOOK ME UP LISA RODRIGUEZ HALSEY. I KNOW AND EVEN YOU KNOW THAT WE WOULD BE IN THIS KIND OF GROUP BUT IT DOES HELP ME SOME THINKS THAT I AM NUTS BUT THEY HAVN'T LOST THEIR CHILD HE MAY HAD OF BEEN A YOUNG MAN 21 HE WOUD BE GOING ON 26 OCT 22 AND 3 WEEKS AFTER THAT IS HIS ANGEL DAY