Carrie thankyou so much for your response. Yeah Im sad and can't move forward all I want to do is be with my husband. I was with him so long 40yrs and I truly hurt so much physically like every limb of my body is being torn apart, everyone says you have to go through this grief. I had no idea of the pain. I don't get it. I felt so bad this morning I wanted to email my son case something happened. I cant emagine what he would feel if something happened to me. Thats what stopped me I didnt want him to worry more. I need to go to the doctor but Im to sick to hardly move. Oh well sorry Im so down. But I wanted to thank-you I know your pain. I dont have any up things to say right now..
Hi Sandy How are you? Bad question I am sorry. Wyoming caught my eye in your post and also the fact that you were so sad. I cannot imagine getting unsad. I can't fix it. My son said he would not want me to be so sad and I do believe that. but it doesn't change the fact that I think about him every moment and i was so wrapped up before why didn't i share every moment with him. sadness is real. personalities are so different I suppose men don't show it as much as some women don't. i am so sorry for your loss. Carrie L