Hi Shirley - so sorry for the delay. I do understand your pain to a degree;
I am much older but the death of a love one is a very hard and dreadful experience. I took care of my both of my parents; eventhough my Dad died in 2007 and my Mom just died in 2014/September - the pain is so hard to deal with - however, time does not make you forget them but time soften the emotional stress and tears. You never stop missing them. I love all of the beautiful memories I have of my parents. When I hear a certain sound - it brings back so many memories. I do regret it took so long for me to respond; been a while since I had a friend request.