"Thought I would stop in for a second and say hey and hugs to all.
And let those that know me know I'm still hanging on only by a thread
But still around . Waiting for it to get easier . But it isn't happenings"
"sorry u went thru that martin family is hell . i deleted all of mine . they dont check on me call on angel versary holidays nothing . but then when i get willed my moms house they start calling again . no thank you.. so poof be gone .. i dontneed…"
"To let all know yesterday was hard last night was amazing I can't post pics from my phone . But I am actually content all the love here was amazing . And pics show he was with us . It couldn't have been any better . Even tho I have…"
"Hi all I just want to go to sleep and make this day end but I can't . I want to scream cry god knows . Tonight will have people here and some I don't really like so please keep me in prayers cause I may just knock the hell out of someone .…"
"Isabella hun the roller coaster will slow trust me . I've found opening up and speaking what I feel has helped me a lot . And sad but my husband had the same thing said to him don't u have other boys . He was floored . As said when they…"
"Whats up with Tami? Sounds like a bad allergy....how long has this been going on? I know she said she hasn't been feeling good.....yes needs to see a Dr. for sure.
Well regarding Donny watching over the boyz.....he is a very big guy…"
"Susan I am learning I go from sleeping constant to cant sleep z and hey keep talking to him he is listening . And if he is watching over Michael and Joey we know he stays busy cause they are a handful . But they are all smiling down on us now . And…"
"Isabella I am almost at a year and found it is a roller coaster . There are good days and bad . It does get somewhat easier as time passes but the bad days will never go away . You now have to get used to the new you . Your life is different now and…"
"The thing is how do u not blame yourself when a few weeks prior yur child ask to come back home and the step dad says no. Tells me he is teaching him to be a man then 4 days prior to his death he brings all his stuff home and stepfather again says…"
"Martin I read more than I post lately as I said have to check tow emails cause some come in my bulk mail and I stay on my phone . And anger is normal I have found there are days I am angry at the world . Would u please post what u wrote in here I.…"
"Vickie I don't comment a lot on here cause I have to go thru email to get here lol it's called lazy .. But I do text and stay on fb . If u ever want to chat u can call or text me 2292518422 or join my fb group I always check that . You can…"
Whats up with Tami? Sounds like a bad allergy....how long has this been going on? I know she said she hasn't been feeling good.....yes needs to see a Dr. for sure.
Well regarding Donny watching over the boyz.....he is a very big guy and intimidating for sure.....I bet they listen to him, he can pick them up with one hand and hold them in the air till they listen.....
For sure the next 2 months is going to be very hard for all of us. We have to stick together , post often, and try and keep our spirits up (as much as can be). New ornaments will be just fine Starr, new memories. Sorry your landlord did that.
Anyway, I will try and get your address if your printer doesn't work.
Starr, I am in on the Angel tree. I will send a picture to you of Donny. I will ask Tami if she has your address, don't want you to post it on the main post. I can send a JPG. photo to your email only if you have a printer. Let me know. Otherwise I will print one and send it to you now.
I am glad you doing a tree. When Donny left us on Christmas morning, I couldn't imagine I would EVER have a Xmas again, but with a young grandson I had to suck it up and do the decorations. I am so glad I did....I still look forward to decorating my tree and the very first ornament on the tree is the one that Donny made in Kindergarden. That was always the first and still is....now I have 2 angel ornaments to add each year from services that I go to and they give out the ornaments to families who has lost people.
Again, glad you are putting up a tree, Michael will be with you when you do!!!
Starrm, i went thru the same thing with my sons accident. they eventually said it was driver error, because in Illinois if there is no evident cause they have to put it down, my brothers and sister refuse to belive that he was trying to avoid something, i got in to screaming matches with the corners office and the sherriffs office because they wouldnt talk to me. there was no alchol,drugs,caffeine, nothing in his system his phone was locked in the armrest. and he had his seatbelt on. the cornoner actually was banging on the wrong door and called from my sons phone and started yelling at me "why arent you answering your door, i have been banging on it for 20 minutes. too bad he was at the wrong house.
Star, thanks for the friend invite. sorry to hear all you are going thru while trying to cope with the loss of your child. I dont work, hubby is off from work for a few weeks and I dont feel I have gotten anywhere in the last 2 yrs. we get on each others nerves, just like before. maybe that is progress, lol. Amy would tell us, to go get counceling, but never understood the unconditional love of husband and wife and how we are here for each other and now we are going thru this loss. She was his only child, my 3rd. But she was the girl and so special, like my sister instead of child. I have to say it just sucks.
hugs. I think the heat is getting to me here in PA