John is my brother who i lost suddenly in his sleep on 2/26/10. Today, 3/30 is his birthday. We shared a 2 bedroom apt. and had 5 cats. Due to losing him I must give up my home and cats. I MISS HIM. I need people who understand this type of loss. He took care of me financially and I took care of many of his physical needs. He would always shout from his bedroom about a tv show that I may be interested in and in the mornings, when he was hyped up, he had such a goofy sense of humor. We learned to be friends and talk out problems or things that bothered us.