I think about you every time I get on this sight. How are you doing? Still in France? Hope your family is well and family relationships are good. Have you been able to find peace regarding Carol's death? Getting through the searing pain that follows a suicide is always so difficult.
Wishing you happiness and strength to endure life's trials
God Bless you and your family! Margo
Welcome to the group Im so sorry you have had such a rough time . I lost my brother almost 5 years ago he died suddenly one day fell out in a store .Autopsy said asthma related death. We are all here for you. You are not alone.