I SEE, THAT YOU TOO, ARE FROM WACO. IT IS GOOD THAT YOU HAVE FINALLY STARTED ADDRESSING YOUR PROBLEMS. I THINK THE VA IN WACO HAS A SUPPORT GROUP FOR PTSD. I DONT KNOW ALOT ABOUT PTSD, BUT SOMETIMES I WONDER IF I MIGHT BE SUFFERING FROM IT DUE TO THE LOSS OF MY HUSBAND. I KNOW I AM IN PRETTY BAD SHAPE, BUT I HAVE STARTED SEEING A THERAPIST.I HOPE WHAT EVER HELP YOU ARE GETTING WILL WORK FOR YOU. WHERE I AM AT RIGHT NOW I COULD CARE LESS WHETHER I LIVE OR DIE. I AM NOT SUICIDAL, I JUST DONT CARE. I AM NOT LIVING LIFE, I AM ONLY EXISTING. I DONT POST ALOT ON THIS GRIEF SITE BECAUSE I DONT FEEL LIKE I CAN GIVE MUCH ENCOURAGEMENT AND I THINK THAT IS WHAT THIS SITE IS MENT FOR. I HAVE GOTTEN ALOT OUT OF READING EVERYONES POSTINGS.IT DOES HELP ME TO KNOW THAT I CAN COME HERE WHEN EVER I WANT TOO.