Hi Tamara, thank you so much for your note. I think I'm just really depressed. You guys are a God-send. I don't really want to talk to other people I know about it anymore, because I think they think I should be over it. It's been nearly eight months, I don't think I'll ever be over it. I'm glad that you understand me, even though I wish you didn't have to. Thanks, it really does help.

Tamara, yes, i totally agree, everything has to be in your own timing and your own way. Unless, you've been there, how can someone really say. My friend told me yesterday, well, your mom was sick for a couple of weeks so you were prepared whereas, another girl that was there with us lost her mother unexpectedly. I said, nonetheless, you still have your mother. The loss of a mother whether it's expected or not is a tragedy. After all our mother's gave us life and are apart of us and will forever be. Thanks you put it all into perspective!!