yea i do keep her memories a life, i got pics on wall an in my bedroom, i close my eyes an there she is.

but sum tyms be for i go sleep i jus get flash backs of the day she passed away. how can i make them stop,, i wish i new.

hi, i jus see the picture of your son chris, a very good lookin lad.

i have 4 other children ages are 23yr, lad, 19yr, girl, 11yr boy,7yr,girl. plus two grandsons now. sara never got to meet her 1st nephew, but i shows him pictures of sara, an now wen i say wheres aunt sara he will point to her, so tho he never got to meet her im sure he will grow up to know her an who she was.

the oldest lad he wont talk bout sara, he shuts off. the two youngest ones, wen things go funny in the house or it snows they say thats sara lol.

i adore showing off her pictures, i ave so many, an i lie in the dark an think of the last funny confersation we had an it makes me smile.

hi i thank you for your comment on my page,im sorry for your loss too, i no shes watchin down on me, but jus wish i cud see her tho,

when i got told in wat she did, i never got to go an see her, i was told it wasnt a very nice place inn hospital, i had to wait over a week cus they wer investagatin, i only got to see my daughter 3 days befor her funaral. so i do find it hard  in that way cus i avnt cryed not once, tho ive tryed too but it wont let me, do this make sense to you,,, i think if i was alowed to see her on the day she passed away i wudve excepted her death more, but i still cant.