So Sorry to hear about your dad.  I am too a daddy's girl.  I still feel like a little girl sometimes even though I am 45 and he just turned 70.  It's just him and me now.  My mom passed away in 2010 and my only sibling passed away in 2007.  I would do anything for my dad as I know he would do the same for me.  I hope you have some support from family and friends.  I don't know what I would do without my friends.  I am thinking about you and hope you find some peace with your memories of your dad.  Take care of yourself.

Diana