I've lost my father and husband in 1 month...how do I move on???
I lost my father to cancer on Sept 17, 2010. Watching him suffer was the hardest thing I thought I would ever endure. He was my hero and I miss him so much. I was fortunate to have my husband, Shawn, by my side through the grieving process. Then, he was in a fatal accident on Oct 14, 2010. I was awakened by a phone call at 2:30am and the state police showed up at my doorstep! I thought it was all a bad dream...but it wasn't. I was completely devastated!
Now, the holidays are upon us and I can't seem to move forward. I just wish the holidays were over and the New Year will be better.
I miss you so much daddy and Shawn!