Omg this is exactly what I've been trying to put into words and have not found them...my dad died janruary this year and since then I have had dreams where I hear him (nothing much except that it's HIS voice), I personally want to quit (it has gotten better), because I know it's not real but at the same time I miss him so and love just to hear him so at the same time it IS so real but the dreams have gotten better in time and with counseling .......thanks for your comment and mt thoughts and prayers are with you ... :)