Tracy: Im glad my message helped you, it's been 5 years since my husband passed, its still hard to handle even after this lenght of time. Should you like to talk im here>dixie

hi tracy,i was glad to see you left me a message.that is good that you are writing a journal,myself i do emails to my husband , it started out every morning,now everytime i am thinking if him i type him an email and talk to him as though he were here with me, i tell him everything , about our family, grandchildren good things and bad,i am doing it quite a bit each day,and i understand where you are coming from,everyday to me is worst than yesterday , that is the only way i can explain it,i think and hope as long as we all keep in touch here,we can become a little stronger,like everyone tells me keep your faith in god , that he will give you the strength to become stronger. hugs charlotte bannon

hi tracy,i am charlotte,you probably read some things i sent to basia, i also want to be there for you or anyone else on legacy connect. sixty three days isn't long at all, not by a long shot,my husband will be gone almost two months on june 19th.and yes right now i feel it is hitting me much harder,and i to believe i was in some sort of shock,reality is setting in,that is what it is, and it is awfull, i especially feel it now, because he is not here for my youngest son's birthday,or his graduation, it hurts even more when our children are hurting. just stay with us tracy,we are all here for each other, no matter what you feel always come here, i know that is what i am going to continue doing, it is the only place where i feel i am being heard. hugs,charlotte bannon

Tracy: Your grief is so new, Im sorry for your loss, you will go through many stages of grief Tracy, but know this that we all have suffered in one way or the other, people say"o i know just how you feel" know they dont Tracy as everyone's grief is differant you sound like you have a great support group, and people here who dont know you but want to help you in anyway possible you have to take one day at a time, and i know that sounds stupid sometimes, but one foot in front of the other, to get through one day, and i promise you, you will come to a place where your grief will start healing. God Bless you.
come an keep sharing your thoughts it will help you

Hi Tracy, so sorry for your loss. I saw your picture and you were a beautiful couple. I am also in robot mode. Just trying to get through this morning. I have never felt lonelier and more isolated in my life. I know I've got to keep on going for my 4 kids but some days I'm afraid that today is the day that I won't make it. My husband died 45 days ago and today I feel so much worse than the day he passed. I hope that today you will be a little bit stronger and wish you sunshine to get you through this day. Love and hugs. Basia

Tracy
I know what you are going through as I lost my Husband Jim Jan. 31, 2010 & I miss him so much. He died from Diabetes complication but it was unexpedley. I am just trying to go on day by day till I am with him again. But know his love is with me always.
Thinking of you,
Aliceson