thanks   to everyone  thanks

Thanks for your nice words  and  the stories.  may   all  the spirits  above  be  together    in   harmony  .     T hanks   to all  of you that understand me  many thanks.

prayers to you ,  I know it hard to go on an be just yourself . blessing to you always .

thanks,  my prayers will be with you always.

Thank you for adding me as a friend.  Your blog expresses so much of what I feel, though i don't think I could have expressed it as well.  I feel like I am losing my mind, too.  I write to Chris in my journal -- and, once, I even used my left hand to write an answer back from my love.  Is that crazy?  I still use the "His" and "Hers" pillowcases that I made for us -- and I still sleep on only my side of the bed -- his slippers are still there -- his razor and after-shave still in the drawer where he kept it.  I was very brave and cleaned out his closet -- saving some of the things I loved -- but he never cared much about clothes, anyway.  If this is all too crazy, please tell me. 

  Vee  I can understand what your going thru,  I have no family support either.,  It's been 1 1/2 yrs for me, but seems longer.  I also struggle w/finances so we have more on our plate.  One night I was so worried I was awake until 4:30am!!   I am taking some Hobby type fun classes  (Not for credit) where I live   they r an hour & 1/2  & can learn new things,  of course didn't take any for 2 yrs.. couldn't focus much,  can a little better now.  I just hired someone to get rid of weeds in large backyard & frontyard  but he didn't spary to get rid of them,  NOW   I'm gonna hv to hire another person to spray the yard!!  and
don't really know my neighbors either,  they just stay to themselves

I hv a girlfriend who snowbirds here fm CO  but she is gone now too so I miss her   when she here I see her almost everyday!  and then come the crying jags  the case where I saw my husband thru his illness is so complicate & long   so I won't go into it now.  But it's been very tough.,  I do try to focus on the Good I have, & that helps.  Ok  take it one day at time everyone, & like Vee says try tohelp others   to get us off from thinking about ourselves & when we help othrs  we feel better ourselves  & also  we should all at leat go walking everyday...  release the enforphins we need to feel better.....

Hello Vee...I haven't been on here much of late, but so glad to see your faith. My wife passed away in April, and only trust in the Lord brings you through it. I don't know your story, but my wife was in rehab for heart surgery. She was doing well and then, just like that, she died. It's been a long 5 months. I got to be good friends with one person on this site...she and I  talk frequently, and we continue to help each other through this. Anyway, hope your day is good! Charley

Hi Vee,

How are you doing my dear? Its long since we communicated. the Lord's grace has been seeing me and my boys through our grief.

In Kenya here, we are experiencing very cold seasons though not like the winter you people experience.

Otherwise God bless you.

Keziah

Hi Vee. I know it's only a few days before Christmas and I'm sure life must be reeking havoc on your emotions right now. Please do know that God is with you and that really soon 'death will be swallowed up forever. ( Isaiah 25:8) Do know you are not alone. It's good that you have his family as a support and I do hope that you will keep in touch and let me know how you are coping.