Hi Victoria Bell,this is Elaine Phillips. You know it is so good to know that there is a true and a living God. If it had not been for the Lord where would I be right now.You know Ms. Bell even after all the heartache and pain that I have suffered I know the Lord hear my every cry. You know the Lord may not come when I want him but he is always on time. Because I know GOD SPECIALIZES IN THINGS THOUGHT IMPOSSIBLE and HE WOULD DO WHAT NO OTHER POWER WILL DO. That was really my solo that I sung in church Sunday. Oh Ms Bell my heartaches all the time even when just speaking of Kris. I miss him so much,but I try to be strong for the boys. Please keep praying for my strength and for eberyone on this site that has lost a child or children. This is one hard pill to swallow. I gets choked up someimes,you know when you go to swallow a pill and it won't go down. Well this is how the heartache and pain is with Kris. I know the Lord giveth and he taketh away. When I say the Our Father Prayer I says let thou will be done. I know God will was done but it just hurt so bad. But I am still leaning and depending on Jesus who has brought me thus far.So continue to pray with me and for all on this site. BECAUSE THIS BATTLE IS NOT OURS IT IS THE LORD Elaine.