It's been a while since I've read letters from other moms. my older son and only son now was real sick for a bit, and my focus was on him. I miss my Matthew so much, especially with the holidays aproaching. It's hard not seeing him and hugging him. I write to him in his guess book, not as often as I use to though. seeing a picture of him makes my heart ache that much more, but still I have them all around me. in my car on my dresser, in my wallet. you never get over loosing a child no matter their age. I am so sorry for all you have been through.
Yes, we have to keep encouraging each other. my email is firstname.lastname@example.org if you want to write more, I check my email more. "RUBBERDUCKY' was a song Matthew use to sing to me. it made me laugh, and if my email address makes others laugh, I'm following in my sons way. hope to hear from you again,
God bless, keep you safe, bring you joy, bless you with his grace and mercy's new each day.
DEAREST WENDY, I G DINT NO YOUR SON WAS SO CLOSE IN AGE ANG EVEN WHEN THEY PASSED,BELIEVE ME THEY HAVE ALREADY FOUND EACH OTHER,MY SON WASNT SHY HE MADE FRIEND WERE EVER HE WENT. THEY PROBLEY GOT US ON THIS SITE SO WE CAN HELP EACH OTHER,THATS OUR BOYS WANTING TO TAKE CARE OF US,MY SON WAS A MAMA BOY HE ALWAYS WAS,HE WAS MY HUGGER MY SMILER MY ONE TOO MAKE ME LAUGH. OH HOW WE ARE GOING TOO MISS THEM BUT WE HAVE TO KEEP THERE MEMORIES ALIVE AND WE CAN DO THAT. LOVE HEREING FROM YOU AND WE JUST HAVE TOO KEEP GOING SOMEHOW. JUSTINS MOM FOEVER PAM
WENDY I'M FEELING THE SAME WAY. I JUST LAID IN BEB ALL DAY. ITS BEEN A YEAR AND MONTH AND IT HAPPEN ON A FRIDAY THAT PHONE CALL THAT SAID YOUR SON DIED OH MY GOSH I JUSR FELT LIMP. I GUEUESS US MOM WANT EVER BE THE SAME,THAT PIECE OF NY HEART IS GONE. AND EVERYBODY ELSE YUST GOING ON.OH HOW I KNOW YOUR PAIN ITES UDESCRIBILE. MY WE GET THRUOGH THIS I JUST DONT KNOW I BELIEVE WE WANT JUST LEAR A LITTLE TO GO ON SOM HOW,I CAN SEE MY BABYS FACE I JUST WISH I COULD GET TO IT. THAT ALL OUR MOMS DO IS LIVE FOR OUR KIDS, WE HAVE TO BELIVE THER LOOKING DOWN ON US, AND TELLING US TOO GO FORWARD. THRERS IS NO OTHER PAIN THAN TO LOOSE A CHILD. I HOPE YOU HANG IN THERE MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. LOVE JUSTINS MOMPAM
I moved to another town in Maine, and now have a new email address as well. It will make you laugh. I check my email more oftern than I do legacy, anyway, email is:
email@example.com. Just in case you want to write me. sometimes I have a hard time putting personal things down and will in my email be more open, one on one. I hope all is fine with you today. I feel a bit depressed. missing my Matthew.
talk to you soon.
Hi Wendy, I dont know if Ive already writen to you about this, I wanted parents to write and let out there feelings.... The good the bad and the ugly, I think we can all learn from eachother, If you feel comfortable writing I would love to hear.
Hi Justins Mom,
I got your letter sent to my email, was it me you wanted to talk with. I will be on line for a couple more days and pray I don't loose you all, I will be having to change my email and it won't be up till the 7th. of Oct. I will be praying for you on the 3d. I do understand. It's been 25 months come the 2d of Oct for me. So Your son went home one year and one day after Matthew. If it's any comford, they are probably very good friends. Matthew was strong in the word. And he also was on year younger than justin. He was only 30. I do understand. if you want to write me again, I am here for you. until the 1st. then I will get back on line the 7th. Hope to talk to you soon, My prayers are with you.
I HOPE YOUR DAY IS A BLESSED ONE. THIS IS HARD TIME FOR ME IT WILL BE A YEAR OCT.3rd IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY, BUT YET FOREVER. I LOST IT YESTERDAY HOPING TO BE STRONGER TODAY,BUT WHO KNOWS. WE JUST HAVE TO HANG TUFF AND KNOW THEY ARE TAKEN CARE OF,I KNOW ITS EASIER SAID THAN DONE IT THE WORST PAIN THAN ANYONE WILL EVER HAVE TO GO THROUGH,AS U KNOW. MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. JUSTINS, MOM
I haven't heard from you since you where going to see that sycic, I worry about you and would like to see how you are doing, I wish you would email me. and give me your email address, next week I am moving and will have to change email address, It's in a different town, so the cable company is different. Hope to hear from you soon. (firstname.lastname@example.org).