Hi Angel, I as so sorry to hear your story. It seems like mine but a little worse. We are 20 days away from 9/18, our 4th yr and already I just want to sleep til its over. They say it eases up and gets better with time, but I dont see it happening either. What a shame a litle thing like the cost of a single item can set us off. We dont go anywhere anymore. My Amy was older, but she was like my siamese twin, lol. I cant even go get glasses in the 4ys since, because I will cry when asked, how is she doing. she was always with me. I cant food shop without my hubby and mostly he goes alone. I dont do any celebrating for anything. I hate the way I have become, but I also dont care. He is laid off and may retire early this year and with both of us just sitting around playing games on the pc, in this empty house, it sucks. I dont know what its like to have to raise another child after losing one, but when my grandchild comes over, after she goes home, I cry. She so looks and reminds us of our child.
Just know we all know the feelings and hope for the best in one way or another. hugs and prayers that we get thru the next holiday and sept as a whole. What is the exact Angel date for James? I didnt read back to see, but just was wondering.
Thank you for your feedback...I am realizing that even after time...it isnt going to get any better...I am hoping we can have a conversation...because empathy is what I am looking for...let me know if you would like to talk....thank you Conrad Duran...left number on your Mourning site