Well what can I say it has been 1 year 2 wweeks five days and almost 2 hours since my wife,Debbie pasted over to othe other side . Debb had been sick for quite a while when she has two heart attacks within 24 hours and left me. Debb was truely my better half and made me a better person. We met on May 5 2006 and knew it was right for us.and started liveing togather tbat night. We were married that August and we would spend the rest of her life only being apart for the night t she was in ICU. Debbie had NAFLD and its complcations and would become very sick. Debbie was everything to me. We could talk without saying a word . we had spent many hours talking abiut. thhings such as her death but i still wasnt ready . Ill never forget dateing her and how she could calming me with just a touch, how i could calm her with just myk. laughing and belive me wed laugh so hard we would cry. We had a pharse we would use. for telling each other how much we loved each other. " I love. you with all my heart mind body and soul. from then till now i love you and from now till the end of time ill be loving you." Her last words on this earth were to me and were to me. "Im with the angels dont worry about me anymore I love you." SHE also told shed always be with me when i needed her.
with all this written I have to ask when do the tears and the pain stop feeling like a huge hole has been ripped inmy heart?when does it start to not look up and feel like she should be with you? Or to catch yourself talking to her but know shes not there and the brust into tears? This moroing i wokeup and was about to callout to u before i caught myself.