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At 9:56pm on February 22, 2011, Ronda Johnston said…: Cynthia I'm going to look u up now on FB... Do u have a photo on your profile pic?? I'm looking now.... Hope I find u... Ronda

At 8:49pm on February 22, 2011, Ronda Johnston said…: Hello Cynthia, How's everything?? Nuttin much here just the same old things going on, thinkin of Sean, work, Thinkin of Sean, cleaning my house, thinkin of Sean, cooking dinner & thinkin of Sean... Morning & night all day long!!!!! Sometimes I have to sedate myself when I'm not working just to give my mind a rest cuz I'm thinking so much.....it sux so much!!!!! Cynthia r u on Face Book?? I'am..... if u are let me know please okay?? well Cynthia write me soon, Friends always & hugs to u my friend. Love Ronda

At 10:05pm on February 14, 2011, Ronda Johnston said…: Cynthia..... How r u?? I haven't heard from you & I hope your okay. Please write me soon & let me know your okay.

Luv u, Ronda

At 3:55pm on January 27, 2011, Ronda Johnston said…: Hello Cynthia, Just wanted to catch up, I'm feeling so down it's horrible!!!! I haven't written cuz I'm just to sad but I was thinking about u & wanted to know how your doing? W/S. Love ya, Ronda

At 1:27am on December 26, 2010, Ronda Johnston said…: Merry Christmas Cynthia, I hope you found a lil peace today, I didn't do anything today I woke up around 12 noon there wasnt nothing to get up for, my daughter wasn't here she stayed over her boyfriends house we weren't going any where so I just stayed in bed, I have been thinking of you & wanted to write to see if you were okay.... write me soon, love u friend... God Bless, Ronda

At 2:44pm on December 13, 2010, Ronda Johnston said…: Hello my friend... How are u Cynthia? No I don't have a tree up this yr, I have no spirit to celebrate anything!!!! I was so torn cause my daughter still lives with us & I thought I had to put up a tree for her but I really didn't want nothing to do with the holidays, So I had a talk with Cherisa my daughter & she said mom we don't have to have a tree & that she total understood... So I felt a lot better.... No celebrating this yr & I really don't care to celebrate anything ever..... Yes I guess I'm very lucky I do dream of my son & I,m very happy I do, My husband hasn't had a dream of Sean, I pray every night for Sean to come to me in my dreams..... My husband is doing okay, its just so hard!!!! we miss Sean so much!!!! I just don't want to live these yrs with out him, It kills me!!!!! How are u? Are u okay? I finally started listening to music again & I hear my son's music a lot on the radio & I cry but I listen.... well I better go I have a lot of things I gotta do before Friday cause I go in to have a minor surgery done.... will talk to u about that later ...I will write more tonight.. love u my friend. Ronda

At 9:07pm on December 2, 2010, Ronda Johnston said…: Hello Cynthia, How are you my friend? I'm okay.... I started a Bereavement group Tuesday, I met this lady name Pam, she lost her 16 yr old daughter 2 yrs ago and we just hit it off so well, I finally have someone I can talk to in person besides my husband....... Another woman , You know? I don't like these Holidays creeping up.... Thanksgiving was okay, if it wasn't for my daughter I would not have cooked a thing but she has a new boyfriend she has been with for 6 months and he doesn't have any parents, They pasted away..... So they both were here and she helped me cook so it was okay, I sure missed my son he loved thanksgiving food.... Last yr I will never forget, I made a ham cause none of us like Turkey so I cut up the ham and he ate it all in 2 days and my daughter was so mad at him for not leaving her any...lol I will never forget that...... This yr we had so much left over. I still cant believe he will never be here with us, I know he's in my HEART and ALWAYS WILL BE BUT WOW HOW I MISS HIM TERRIBLY!!! please let me know how you are doing, okay? hugs to u my friend. Ronda

At 11:30pm on November 24, 2010, Ronda Johnston said…: Hi Cynthia, I have been so very sad these past few day, This month is pretty sad for me, It was my B-D on the 10th then it was 5 months on the 14th since Sean has been gone & his B-D was on the 15th were only 5 days apart, then come's Thanksgiving and I don't want to celebrate ANYTHING!!!! I'm so HEARTBROKEN and its so HARD!!!!! You know I just started listening to music not to long ago, I could not listen to any music the first 3 months ( NONE ) it made me way to sad!!!! But now I am slowly starting to listen to it again, I only listen to it when I'm driving & it still makes me real sad.... Cynthia I hope you try to have a good day tomorrow as I will try too, You take care & please write anytime , I'm here for you always friend. Hugs Ronda

At 4:35pm on November 4, 2010, Ronda Johnston said…: Hi Cynthia, I hope your doing well, been thinking about you & just wondering how your days were? I've been very sad everyday... on the 14th it will be 5 months and the 15th next day is his Birthday Sean would be 26, I miss him terribly!!! I want him here so badly!!!!! write me when u have time. Your friend Ronda

At 10:36am on October 16, 2010, Carrie L said…: Hi Cynthia thanks for writing. yep it is about the same never to be the way it was. It is so sad. I am so far away from my other son. wish i hadn't moved here. lost everything. the economy is bad and things didn't work out the way i planned. i think i could have prevented his death. i will always feel guilty about that.. i am not good. but I will struggle through and be a better person somehow. hugs. and wishes of ok thoughts carrie L