Hi,

it has been almost 6 months since my Eddie died.  He was 14 yrs old and i found him dead on my living room floor.  I don't know what to think anymore.  I have missed so many days at work and of course, i am on my final write up, I was told that I don't have any initiave anymore, you think, just getting here most days is an accomplishment.  My days are filled with despair and I cry just about every day, some days are better than others, but no such thing as a good day.  Oh did i…