welcome to the group. everyone here has lost one parent. for many of us, both of our parents have gone. i am so sorry your mother past away. please know this is a safe place for grieving and remembering your dear mom.
i wish there was an easy answer for surviving the death of a parent. i have yet to find it and i have searched for that answer for decades. my dad died in the '60s when i was 6. my mom died 2 years ago. i miss them both so much.
i only survive on a daily basis by remembering happy times. even some of the sad times now bring a smile along with a tear. please give your heart and head time to heal. we'll be here to listen, laugh and cry with you when you need us,