Hello, I haven't been on in awhile. The month of Feb. is one that I would like to sleep through. My son,Kyle will be gone 15 yrs. and my daughter Elena will be gone 10 yrs. To make matters worse my sister's daughter (my niece) was killed in a car accident on Jan. 16th. It was the day before my 28 yr. old daughters birthday. The two of them were like sisters. This is not the kind of club I ever wanted my sister to join with me. It hurts so much and makes me wonder why ? Thank You for listening to me.