Geri, I am so sorry for the loss of your granddaughter. Our youngest son, Garrett, took his life May 15, 2010. He was 17. It has been the absolute hardest thing I have ever had to endure. Yet, almost a year later, I am still alive. I didn't think I would be able to say that last May. May the love of family and friends and the Grace of God help you face each day. I am always available to talk if you'd like. It helps me in talking to someone who truly understands. God Bless you and yours.