hi ginny, hope your day is going good as for me just taking one day at a time from our son jacob israel passing through heaven gates on june 10,2010 its been a month but i have good days and of course i have those moments i miss him so much i was only 7 months preg.its a blessing to have carried jacob and one of the things jacob tought me is believing more in god and enjoying more my husband and kids to help me through my weak moments.your mom is in heaven gates smiling at you because you are apart of her there will always be a connection.just like my husband tells me a connection with a child and mother is one of a kind.god bless-niki c.