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At 12:41pm on October 1, 2009, jai parker said…: it was four months this past Sunday and it feels like it was yesterday.

At 12:40pm on September 26, 2009, missmylove27 said…: i do the same i go every mourning after i drop my daughter off to school an just sit an cry. talking to hima s though he is still here. thats the only way i can make it threw the day. before he died i prayed an asked god to help my love make it threw this. he died on sept.3rd 2009. it hurts like hell because he is not hte only person i lost in my llife he is the 4th within the course of my life. you never for get the person but it gets easier to cope with.im only 27 yrs old an i know for myself that it makes u angry an u canb the nastiest person but that an the things u feel an go threw in the times to come make u stronger. sorry for your lost .

At 7:01pm on September 22, 2009, jai parker said…: This is my son he was murdered May 27, 2009 at 8:37pm my someone who was believed to be a family friend. I miss my son so much and I have not been able to function. I have went back to work and I am so mad that I make it very hard for people to want to be around me. I don't know how to cope and if it was not for the two younger children I think I would give up. I tried going back to church and I find myself angry at the sermon. Im just a mess . I still have not finish sending out Thank You notes to all the people who reached out to my family and I when it first happened . I spend every free moment that I have at the cemetery. I miss my son. and I want to be near him so I sit out at the cemetary. I dont get to go as much now that I am back to work and it makes me angry. I pray every night that I can make this pain not ache so much. Ive beeen told that it will never go away but it wont hurt so much. My friend who loss his daughter shared that with me. I just miss my son soooooo very much.