Hi Karen,
Hope you are well. Your mother was a beautiful woman,
I'm sure she regrets making the choice to leave.
we humans are often short sighted, we don't look at the long term consequences of our actions. The spirit lives on so there is no doubt she misses you. She chose to go through a door from which there is no return in this life.
My hope for you is that you are able to find peace in your heart and soul.

Blessings, Margo