Hi Lianne have had a problem writing on here for a few days seems to be working today. have had a bad bit of days today wasn't quite so bad... i have depression. and his death has added quite a bit of horrendous luck and sadness and loss and on and on. i think of his accident non stop don't believe it believe it.... you know how the mind wants to fix it.... wishing i hadn't moved here. was so far away from him. .......... can't change anything now. have to deal with the sadness... his life was too short. way too short. i am sad... do you ever talk about what happened? i don't like to i don't think he would like me to. i don't think he would like it if it had happened to me... it is unbelievable but unfortunately for us true. sorry. hope you are ok. carrie L

Hi Lianne hope you are ok today. today hasn't been bad but have had quite a bit of crying this week. has your weather changed warmer yet?? we are starting to get fall. need to cut hay. life is a burnout for me now just don't seem to find much joy... things sure didn't work out the way I wanted and i thought i had more time. what a fool... never forsake time. it is constantly on my mind. and it hurts and it is forever... it just pops up time and time and time again. it is wearing me out. but it is... i am pretty sad. and distressed.. Carrie L

Hi Lianne hope you are ok. what do you do? I sew for a living though I bought a truck and thought I was going to be a truck driver that is what our pending divorce is over. that and you know how men are?? cooled off a bit today yesterday we mowed and raked for insurance to cover a home that is not occupied have to get septic in and water heater and then rent it... renters are a pain even though they pay little of nothing here in KY nice talking to you Carrie L

Hi Lianne weird how the weather is so different. so I guess we are opposites. here is summer there is winter. I really don't mind the heat but this summer has bothered me I think it is because I am so down. don't feel like doing much don't have much hope. I will get it together. unlike some people. some people on here are so very sad... I am very sad but it comes and goes my mind is processing this. I will never be the same person. I wish I had spent more time with him. I could have done so much now i can do it for the others. perhaps. have you lived there your whole life? take care Carrie L

Hi Lianne I am so sorry for your loss. We are a group of sad people who have thoughts of our children on our mind constantly. wishing we could have their love and love them . but it is not to be. I am so sorry. hope you are doing ok. Hows the weather there? we are having heat but it is supposed to cool off. we are in KY. Carrie L