Linda im sorry for you're loss i to lost a son in 1979 i miss him but i qas over the angry part.and on 7/12/09 i lost my 28 year old.and I'm angry all over again i don't want to.but i just miss him it seems like it was yesterday he was in hospital cause he had taken to many tylenol pm.he was fight them not to put him to sleep they tied him up put him to sleep so they could put him medication. He never woke up he passed away 2 days later.im stillcant believe his gone. God Bless you.
dear richards mom, it sounds like i offended you somehow through my words,am very sad at that, was not my intention in any, way , shape or form, to offend anyone, i,m a 13 year survivor, talking and telling my story for the first time in 13 years, is a brand new experience for me, but also therepy for me. as i have no great words of wisdom, i can tell you how i got throught it, i can share in hopes that i helped just one person deal with their own grief somehow. i,m so very sorry, if i opened up, a wound, reading everyones elses stories have opened up wounds for me as well, i catch myself going back to the day .... but the difference is i,ve been blesssed enough to receive signs and i belive, it makes a aworld of difference. i do belive you have to have faith, which,i do have. again so sorry for your loss, and so sorry if i offended you, or anyone else. godbless.
you know i was told time and time I would never get over this and now I know it's true.It's been threw your words sounding like yesterday that the pain will only be a heart beat away.And able to strike when least expected.But as you I will BELIVIE in Richards signs that he's better and misses me as I do him.BELIVIE will always be my word till that time comes....
Linda ,I read about your son on loss of a child.I loss my son,he was 35 and it was to a aneryusm.And i still had many many questions.And I can only imagine how your mind won't leave you alone and the hugh amount of questions you have.I don't know for sure but I have to belivie there is no way they BELIVIED he was going threw was this.Then part of me says my gosh he was calling out for help and those kids let it go.I can't imagine what could be so bad that he was brave enough to do this.I had times I considered suicide and didn't find the couage to carry threw.You don't say how long or how you are,I know it must be really hard.Please know you are not alone . HUGS LYNN ,Richards mom