this is my beloved mom on the left she was and is the most amazing gift from god to me and iam so sad that my time with her was so short but i would not give up the time we had my sadniss will never go away i feel alone and when i smile it goes in a split secund in my dark and sad place in my heart i grieve for all who lost a loved one and it hurts how so many suffer alone it seems noone wants to hear what we have in our hearts but but i think i figurt out the reason it is to heart in some ppl to deal with there fear what will hapeen when the will come to that road others r just building the wall around them that will nothing get to them well i know lots of sweet ppl in this lile computer world r so very hurt to and i tryd to be there but something is happening i never got a responce from anyone is ok really i got used to this and i just write to my self i know that my sweemom listen and that helps me a bit but if anyone should anyone see my massage i will tell you that there is one thing certin that all who r sad and grieving i will allways pray for you and all your loved ones r right hear with all of you just like my sweet mom god bless you all your friend manuela