Dear Mark, I'm sorry for your loss. The holidays are the hardest and I agree, things change. My husband will be gone 4 months on the 5th. I don't fit in with the couples anymore. Feeling lost but in time we will be ok and create a new life. Just takes time.
I am on the San Diego boarder. I know there is an SOS group in San Diego. Survivors of Suicide. Maybe you can search for it online. It helps me. I don't know how- why- but it just does.
Suicide is never a 'club' I thought I would be thrown in to and its a terrible place to be. I am so sorry~
Hi Mark, I found when I would get so upset and on the verg of loosing it ,I would tell my husband you have to get me thru this and give me the strenth I need to go on. I also talk to him through out the day,( not like holding conversations or anything like that)