Hello Mary I am sorry that you have found a need to be here. I lost my child a litel less than three years ago. I do not know anyone who will deal with what you have in front of you. But I do know htat there are many people here like me who will be here when you need them and willing to talk to you anytime you need that. I think yo uwere the one who said manuvering on here is confusing. It can be hard to follow but if you need a reply we can come direct to your site. I am so sorry for the loss of your son and in such a cruel way. You'll have friends here who will help you keep strong. Take care of yourself and we will all pray for justice here on earth for your son and strength for you and your family.