Sitting in the backyard as you watched us play

what i wouldnt give to go back to that day



a srap upon my knee you kiss me as i cry

i never really thought we would have to say goodbye



going into labor with my first son

you cried with me and told me labor wasnt fun



you came into his room and claimed him as your own

what i wouldnt give for you to come home



when i had ryan you always had him near i

will tell him about you and why… Continue

TOMORROWS QUICKLY COMING THE DAY I REALLY DREAD



I WISH TO KEEP THE COVERS TIGHT OVER TOP MY HEAD



I KNOW I CAN'T DO IT THE KIDS NEED ME REALLY BAD



I JUST REALLY MISS YOU ALWAYS I FEEL REALLY REALLY SAD



I KNOW CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON MY FIRST WITHOUT YOU NEAR



I JUST DIDN'T REALIZE YOU GO SO SOON THAT WAS MY BIGGEST FEAR



YOU WERE EVERYTHING TO ME I MISS YOU EVERYDAY



I REALLY WISH I COULD SEE YOU THERES LOTS I HAVE TO… Continue