Thank you. I'm trying, but if one more person tells me "What a good long life" she had, I think I'll explode...There are so many things that don't make sense in this world & the one person that never had a single bad word to say to or about anyone= Is gone from me. She was my strength in fighting this Cancer that's had me bedbound for months & I don't care to fight anymore... I'm so sorry to hear that your son passed & so very young, I couldn't even begin to imagine how that feels! I have been Praying, for years & even more now, but the void is tearing me up...