everyday is a new day and yes i have moments i miss our sweet jacob israel that passed to heaven gates on june 10,2010 i was only 7months preg.i know he is fine up above but as for me just need to focus on life and god to be ok. i will for ever miss our son jacob israel but forever in my heart that is what keeps me going .i have so much support from my husband family ,friends,and most of all my 2 little kiddos that i love so dear to help at this time always teliing me jacob is ok up above!