my son larry passed away three years ago today, and it seems like it was only yesterday the grief that i go through day after day is one of the hardest thing. I lost my mother four months ago and dealing with her loss has made it hard for me. Larry was my only child, and losing my mom who kept me sane was also a very hard blow. I miss my son so much sometimes i ask god to take my heart I don't need it. Pain of losing loved ones is very hard for anyone.
I buried my mother 3 years ago and in March of 2009, my father died, too. And, yes it does hurt. I wanted to fill sorry for myself by saying, "Your are just an orphan", but I refused and was able to rebound. Yes, my eyes swell up when I think about them, but hopefully I'll see then in the Resurrection. This will be when all in the grave will be resurrected right here on earth. But what does this have to do with now, you may ask!
Would you like to be there to welcome back all your loved ones? I know I do and it is this hope which keeps me going.
Otilla, I have provided a link to a website whereby you can look over this information for yourself.
To all who have lost a child, parents, the loss is never gone. I lost my my on 2/18/2007 and everyday my heartache gets worse. Losing an only child is the hardest thing for any parent to face in there life. Every 18th of every month maks another month that i know my son has been gone. I lost my mother on 10/6/2009 and the pain of losing them has taken a toll on me. I lost my father on12/19/89, I lost a sister on9/24/82. I miss them all. My son was my world and the day i lost him i asked god to take my heart because i didn't need it anymore, when my mother passed i lost everything so i know the pain that one feels losing someone, and no matter how many years it is that pain is and will always be there.
Hi otilia,you are not to far behind me in pain. I know it hurts even after 3 years with me. No don't feel like the pain will go away. But I still believe,trust and have the faith that God will mend all our broken hearts. God will heal all out pain. I know he will but in his own time.I miss Kris so much my love child. But otilia I will be praying with and for you still asking God for strength for all who lost a child or children on this site or anywhere. When I hear Kris favorite song I blast the radio up so loud and say oh thats my baby song. Sometimes I cry,sometimes I sing along with the record. I set all the time and view his pictures with tears rolling down my face wishing he was here. Lets keep in touch to help each other on this unique site with THE LOST OF A CHILD Elaine
I joined this site in order to find out how to ease my pain. I read your comment and it sounded like how I feel right now. I have nightmares every night and can't seem to let go. The pain is something that can't be described. I lost my son on January 10, 2007. He was kidnapped from my custody against his will when he had just turned ten. He was my fourth child. I have all of his tapes calling me and crying "to please come get me". It's been 2 1/2 years now. My heart is with you.
Hi otilia,my name is Elaine,Yes I know the feeling. The only thing is that I do have a son and a daughter left after my son kris was killed in a fatal car accident. kris was a New Orleans Firefighter. You talk about the pain,otilia I am still carring around heartaches and pain and its been since 2006 with Kris death. I went walking the levee this AM because I thought about him and began to cry. I miss my child so much,it looks like I just can't shake this death off. I use to wonder if I was the only mother still having pain and heartache after 2 yrs of my sons death. Everyone grieves different some just grieves a little longer like me and Kristi. We both lost our sons in 2006 and both having such a hard time dealing with it. I have a memorial site for Kris that is offered for your love ones by this site. You will get a chance to write all you can to remember your son with,photos,autobiography,videos,everything. View kris memorial site. (http://memorialwebsites.legacy.com/wemissyouKrisJP/Homepage.aspx)
This is my son whom I lost on Feb.18,2007. He was my only child. Since then I feel that my whole world has been torn. He was all I had. Without him I feel so lost and alone. I just wish I knew how to deal with this pain, people say in time the hurt will heal, but no one will ever know the pain that hunts me everday. He will forever be in my heart.