Thank you. That made me feel better. I feel for your Mom. When you are lucky enough to have your soulmate, it is so confusing on what to do with yourself. My daughter and I are having some tension between us and she has not spoken to me for a couple of months. Over something really silly. But I have no desire to try to figure it all out with her right now. I think maybe I am a bit mad at her too. She was always so mean and disrespectful with him, even when he was bad. But now she puts on like she loved him so much. That is hard to watch right now. She wasted so much time. Anyway... your Mom and I will figure this out, eventually. I have the Lord strengthing me. Otherwise I know I would lay down and give up. Chuck will be waiting with HIM for me when my time comes and that does comfort me. Thank you and give your Mom a big hug.