HI Regina,it has been some time since I've been here and I see that many things have taken place in your life and I pray that you are healing from all of the mayhem around you,death has a way of waking us up,and I see that your boyfriend was in a war with the enemy and many of us have to help them fight off the demons and drugs that pursue them but sometimes the battle is lost but God is still victorious as you can say you did the best that you could.
I'm sorry for your loss, Regina, it is so fresh. I am sorry your boyfriend struggled with the addiction issues for so long. I am watching a number of kids who were friends of my sons struggle now. A few of them escalated their drug use after he died and I hate to see them suffer so. None of them had any idea what they were in for when they took that first prescription pill. Please hang in there, your loss is very new and so you are going through a very painful time. I will keep you in my thoughts.