Sandra, I am so sorry for your loss and even sorrier you had to join us on this roller coaster ride called grief. I am glad you found this group because we all have something in common we are now one half of feeling whole.  We are all in different stages of grief but we are all grieving, so we truly understand your feelings.  You will find that there are no timeframes in grieving and it truly is a baby step process so take your time make no life altering decisions within the first year and keep coming here often even if it is to read posts. Soon you will see your feelings are normal and you are not going crazy.  Sending you some hugs, Jane P

yes  what you said is so true for me its been 2 yrs and it feels like yeterday  every day is like yesterday it was always me and jane against the world she was the only girl i was with 

Hi Sandra Lee Pirozzi.  i too lost my husband recently. Oct 9, of this year.  He had thyroid and kidney cancer.  They claimed these were slow growing, but not for my husband.  I understand your pain and I do find this site a bit of a help.  I am so sorry for your pain and seeing where you are from, I am hoping you were not hurt by the storms.  My prayers go out to you...Fran