Wow, I don't even remember writing the last post, sorry that is not an option. I guess I was venting. God is so merciful. Just trying to log on to the other account i opened for you Marque and I can't remember for the life of me what the log on is. It is all good , just want to say we miss you but we know you are in a better place.
It's not working, it has been almost 4 months and I fcking want to kill those bstards for taking you son. Fck I am all fcked up, I can't help it I want them dead. I am tired of crying and being depressed the fcking anxiety is fcking killing me. I want to kill those fcking bstards.