yolanda
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What do I do?

It's almost two weeks since my father died. I'm all over the wall with emotions. One minute I'm good. The next I'm a basket case? What do I do? Keep hoping me will come to me but he hasn't. He had a smile on his face when he died.

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At 7:51pm on March 3, 2010, monica said…
hi Yolanda. still really sad today i broke down at work.. but it felt so much better to cry..i also am grateful for the small things..how are you doing..everything reminds me of my father...especially hearing mexican music..my father was a lead singer in a band in colorado..he made us so proud..he was still singing 3 weeks before he passed away...and can you believe it he was only 62...just trying to take one day at a time..god bless you and thanks for thinking of me...
At 10:37pm on February 28, 2010, Carla Benzel said…
On Saturday 3/6/10, it will be 2 yrs. that my Dad passed. We were always together. Mom, Dad & me. Mom always calls me "Daddy's girl." I am lost without him ! I have no one to talk to...my friends are on the internet. Where do family & friends go when you need them ?
At 11:10am on January 30, 2010, monica said…
i lost my father on nov.15th 2009..i still am numb he was my friend and alwayss gave me the best advice..my ather was always smiling and telling jokes..its so hard for me to walk into may moms house and not see him siiting in his recliner, taking his little naps..i can tell you one thing Yolanda that no-one knows what we are felling unless they have gone through the same thing we are going through, i get relly upset when people ask me :how are you doing: well for 1 how do you think im doing, i just lost my father..my heart is broken..i want to pick up the phone and talk to dad..dad fought so hard , he had a stroke and then after tests were run on him. he had severe brain damage..i never got to tell dad good-bye after he went into a coma..seeing my dad in ventilator and being fed through a tube, that was not my father, if he could of had his way, he would of gotten out of that hospital bed and walked out of there, but his illness got the best of him..being diabetic for him did not help, he was only 62..and the center of mine and my kids life..Yolanda hang on to your memories they are what gets me through the tough days i have..rememebering my dad with a smile on his face when he passed away.. icant forget that..life is so unfair..i just want dad here..they say it willl get easier.but when i dont beleive that..Yolanda remember that god is by your side..god bless you...
At 8:15pm on January 29, 2010, monica said…
hi Yolanda my name is Monica..i lost my father on november 15th 2009..he had severe stroke which caused severe brain damage..he only lived this way for 6 days, went into a coma and died at 4:05 a.m..i miss him so much too,my dad was the center of our family..i miss his smile the most and his jokes especially to all of his grandbabies..atleast you still had your dad for the holidays , be grateful for that..when i saw my fathe in his casket he to had a smile on his face, why because thats the way he was always with a smile..people say it will get easier to deal with. they are wrong.this for me will never get easier..i just hold on to the memories, and i try not to think of seing my dad in his final days at the hospital, cause all tha makes me so so sad..seeing my dad on a respirator and a feeding tube and being in a coma, that wasnt my dad.. i never had the chance to say good-bye..cause after he went into the coma he knew nothing or didnt know what was going on around him.. i kept wispering inmy dads ear "dad its okay for you to go to heaven, you have held on long enough, and i know your tired.."i knew dad could hear me he passed about 3 hours later.. me and my sisters and my mom were there with him and watched him take his last breath, that was the hardest thing i know i will have to go through in my life..yolanda i am so glad you have people to talk to ,it makes things in life a litttle easier, but it still doesnt bring our dad back right, remember that god is by your side..may god bless you
At 12:03am on January 28, 2010, yolanda said…
I lost my father 1/15/2010 he was my best friend. We could talk about anything. Spoke to him every day. He won his battle with cancer a couple months ago. We spent Christmas and New Year together. Told my father I would be back on the 18th January, we would have 30 days together (I'm in the military) we were excited about all the time we would get to spend together. We spoke on the phone on the night before he died. He sound fine, happy, making jokes, telling me he love me, all of this changed when my brother called me after midnight to tell me dad had to be rushed to the hospital. They were able to get bring him back, he would call me once he saw him. My heart felt like it was in my mouth. Did not know what to think, just prayed dad would be fine. Next call I got informed me dad was gone, they could not save him.... My entire world came to an end for me. My father was the most important man in my life. Although my husband is an amazing man. It is my father who always brought a smile to my face. He selfishless gave to his kids, if that meant he did not have a new pair shoes for himself....He taught me what to look for in a man. Had no idea dad would not be with me (us)... He survived cancer only to die on the kitchen floor from a heart attack.... My life has very little meaning for me now!! What do I do?
 
 
 

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