its been a while sense i wrote anything i still have my days that i can not hardly stand myself i cry so much at times but then i no this is not what my husband wants he wants me happy so i get on my feet again and try harder hope all is well with you i do not get on this sight i have no friends
You just keep on trying...some things we need to learn to do ourselves because we now have to and being alone is one of them. I can't seem to adjust to that, somedays i expect him to walk in the door and when reality hits it breaks me apart. Next week it will be 4 months since he died and it feels like yesterday.
i am ok sore but ok i miss my husband very much to it is a struggle somedays i just wanna cry all day but i no i need to do other than that he did everything for me so i guess i have to learn to start over again and alot of times i am not sure how to do that but i keep trying