May 2011 Blog Posts (74)

Step Back

 I keep telling myself all is going to be ok and I can keep going but deep inside I can't. I wake up and really don't care if I do or don't. I want to feel safe again. I want to have peace of mind. I just have this nagging feeling I missed something. I didn't pay enough attention. I gave the drs to much freedom. I go over and over the last 7 years and some of it is just a blurr. I can't remember nothing. It is like my mind shut down and I went went through the motions of life. I was frozen…

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Added by Kim on May 12, 2011 at 1:28am — No Comments

Murder----The most unfair to everyone

My angel Micaela Costanzo murdered on March 3, 2011 by a school friend. Fast forward thru the arrest...drama...heartache of two months.  May 3, 2011 Mickie's bday...planning on celebrating her with school mates at the "track" at the high school; just minutes prior to doing that...WHAM!  There is a second person his fiancee arrested in connection with murder.  I must hold it together to do the "party" and then find out whats going on.  The next day media, media, media....before I can even…

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Added by Celia Costanzo on May 12, 2011 at 12:28am — 2 Comments

I MISS MY

I MISS MY DAD MY BROTHER  MY BROTHER IN LAW AND MY UNCLE MIKE MAN I NEED HIM HE WOULD HELP ME DO HOUSE WORK YARD WORK HE LIKED TO DO THINGS LIKE THAT UNLESS YOU HAVE A BILLY GOAT LOL MY GOAT WOULD GIVE HIM FITS WHILE HE WAS DIGGIN MY LIL GOLD FISH POND

Added by kimber jackson on May 12, 2011 at 12:20am — No Comments

Happy Birthday, my sweetest angel - Brittany

2011%20Brittany%27s%20birthday%20094.jpgI was trying to download my daughter's birthday cake that I bought and put on her grave.  Not sure why I can't do that.

Added by Pam Brooks on May 11, 2011 at 8:30pm — 2 Comments

Things I hate

 If I hear one more time the Lord don't put more on us than we can bare I am going to loose my mind. How easy those words come from somebody that have not sufford this loss. How can they possibly know.. but yet they give that saying out like a banner. I hate it.

Added by Kim on May 11, 2011 at 9:28am — 6 Comments

I hate these dreams

I had the dream again where we had my mothers funeral a second time. But the first time her death was mistaken. or something near that. In this dream I had gotten the bad news again. But this time it was at a funeral home. She was being cremated this time. But She was in the back of the room we couldn't see her because of some stupid reason. Oddly This dreams makes me depressed for the day. I have dreams when she is alive but i cant get to her. Something is stopping me from seeing her. But…

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Added by James Barnes on May 10, 2011 at 12:06pm — No Comments

A Butterfly at the Pool

For many years, the sign of my sister’s presence was the song “Rodeo” by Garth Brooks. In the last months before her death, she had given a speech in class and had sung part of that song. It’s the only video we have of her.

 

As long as I listened to country music stations, I usually was assured I would hear the song. Eventually, though, I returned to Top 40. Then, several summers ago as I was driving through Malibu, California, along the ocean on Pacific Coast…

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Added by Michelle Rusk (Linn-Gust) on May 10, 2011 at 8:00am — 1 Comment

losing sumone special and close to my heart

im so glad my sister told me about this website finally somewhere where i can put all my thoughts instead of buyin notebook after notebook after notebook. well in 96 i lost the greatest person who was always there for me. my father. he passed away from cancer, it still makes me cry to this day when i think about him. theres not one night where i dont watch our family cookout dvd, the onli thing i have left of him is the dvd. i get so depprressed when i think about his passing. ino he is in a… Continue

Added by amanda b on May 8, 2011 at 10:46pm — No Comments

Mother's Day, 2011

Today, my heart aches because I can't see my older son, Mike, on this Mother's Day. It feels empty to me. My dear son, Matt, sent me flowers and called, but there is an empty place in my heart for his brother. Mike died June 2008 - I cannot believe that it has been almost three years next month. His birthday is tomorrow and he would have been 31 years old. I cried hard last night for him and asked why he had to go away, why, why, why. And when I think of him laid out in his casket, I keep… Continue

Added by Nan on May 8, 2011 at 7:15pm — No Comments

Sixteen Coins and an Answered Prayer

I was struggling with something on Saturday, debating whether or not it should remain in my life. It was one of those times where I couldn’t figure out on my own which way it should go. While I believe that faith is essential for us to trust the unknown journey ahead, I needed reassurance about something. When I went to church that evening, I asked for that help. I wasn’t sure what kind of sign I would get to let me know how to move forward but I asked anyway.

 

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Added by Michelle Rusk (Linn-Gust) on May 8, 2011 at 9:30am — No Comments

Like everyone else, Missing my baby girl

Crystal would have been 11 today, she dies 2006. I cant take this bullshi**. I feel like screaming to god over and over why!!!!!!!

.i have issues with the man upstairs....guess i always will. i just miss ny baby, my best friend sosososoosososososos MUCH!!!!!!!!

Added by MarthaIZ on May 7, 2011 at 8:59pm — No Comments

Like everyone else, Missing my baby girl

Crystal would have been 11 today, she dies 2006. I cant take this bullshi**. I feel like screaming to god over and over why!!!!!!!

.i have issues with the man upstairs....guess i always will. i just miss ny baby, my best friend sosososoosososososos MUCH!!!!!!!!

Added by MarthaIZ on May 7, 2011 at 8:59pm — 1 Comment

Missing you my Beautiful Beautiful Boy

Added by Colleen Pasay on May 7, 2011 at 12:39pm — No Comments

No Mother's Day Blues.....

Hey J....

 

Well it is the day before Mothers days and I have decided that instead of getting myself into a depression because you are not here I am going to focus on celebrating as a mother myself and keep close to heart that with out you I would not be.....

 

I went to the store today and felt a twinge of sadness because I looked at all the Mother's Day cards and knew that I would not be purchasing one for you but I know that you know you are in and always will…

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Added by Vanessa H on May 7, 2011 at 1:10am — No Comments

Role Model Mom: Living the Life of Your Dreams

Mother’s can’t deny it: motherhood is truly a satisfying role and many women have said that this is the best job in the world. However, many ambitious, working, entrepreneurial mothers do feel disconnected from their dreams, as they are often overshadowed my maternal obligations and duties. When a mother’s life starts to just become all about her family and children, she loses sight of her own passions and dreams.

          Nonetheless, a mom who knows how to follow her dreams and…

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Added by Carl Mathis on May 6, 2011 at 6:05pm — No Comments

MOTHER'S DAY MAY 6, 2011

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Added by JOYCE MASHER, 4 Amy 5158791808 on May 6, 2011 at 5:04pm — No Comments

Missing Mom

For some, Mother's Day is a bittersweet or painful reminder that their beloved mom or child is gone.



We know this will be a difficult weekend for many. We wish you all a peaceful, relaxing Mother's Day as you remember your loved ones. For those of you who are grieving the loss of your mother or child, here are a few articles and resources that may help:

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Added by LegacyConnect on May 6, 2011 at 4:30pm — 2 Comments

Mom-isms that haunt us to this day!

As Mother’s Day approaches each year, I begin to hear my mother’s voice. It’s hovering, haunting – cajoling, reminding, prodding. It’s not particularly loving or sweet or nurturing. In fact, it’s pretty direct. Truth be told, it’s constructive criticism – not always welcome but determined to put me on the right path to adulthood.



"Stand up straight,” she would say, echoing what her mother drummed into her. And she absolutely did have me and my sister parading…

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Added by Susan Soper on May 6, 2011 at 2:30pm — No Comments

Just lost my mom

My Mom died on April 7, 2011 and even though we knew it was a non-curable cancer, I expected her to be her thru the summer -  well, she was diagnosed in Sept of 2010 and was given a year at that -  so mom opted not to have chemo as she wanted to live her time out without to many complications that chemo could bring on -  her lung cancer spread to her brain and she did elect to do radiation so that she could manage that pain.  Fifteen days of non-stop radiation - she lost her beautiful silver… Continue

Added by Lisa P on May 4, 2011 at 3:25pm — No Comments

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