Aug.3rd, 2006. I lost my only sibling. My sister Sheila. It was a sudden illness, and she managed to hold on for 2 weeks, but, her body could take no more and she lost her battle to live. This is the same day that I lost my desire to believe in God.
I look back on what I believed in, and the picture others have in their heads of him, and it seems almost ridiculous. I cant believe that I ever worshipped something that could be so cruel. How could a loving God let my sis or my family go… Continue