Amanda T Ford's Blog (4)

CANT GO ON

I DONT THINK I CAN DO THIS ANYMORE.....IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 6MONTHS AND EVERYBODY IN MY LIFE ACT LIKE I SHOULD BE THRU THIS AND MOVING FORWARD. MY HUSBAND COMMITTED SUICIDE HOW DO YOU MOVE FORWARD FROM THAT. I THAUGHT I WAS DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT BY GOING TO THERAPY EVERY WEEK, I STILL WORK AND TAKE CARE OF MY HOUSE AND KIDS AND MY DAD BECAUSE MY MOTHER ALSO PASSED AWAY LAST YEAR AND HE REFUSES TO LIVE IN THERE HOME. I JUST CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE THE PRESSURE, I JUST WANT TO BE WITH MY…

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Added by Amanda T Ford on February 9, 2012 at 5:37pm — 3 Comments

My Husbands Birthday

Today would have been my husbands 33th birthday, I miss him so much he passed away on Sept 26, 2011 Due to suicide. We have made it thru the holidays but today seem harder than any day or holiday. Our kids miss you so much, You would be so proud of your boy dylan i took our kids to the snow on new years, Dylan wanted to ride your board so bad so i told him it would be ok, he did so go he was able to keep his balance and stay up on it all the way down the hill he just doesnt know how to stop.…

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Added by Amanda T Ford on January 3, 2012 at 4:43pm — 1 Comment

MY HUSBAND SUICIDE

IT HAS NOW BEEN 1 MONTH AND 1 DAY SINCE MY HUSBAND DIED DUE TO HANGING HIMSELF IN OUR BEDROOM. HE DID THIS ON 08/24/2011 AND I GOT TO COME HOME TO FIND HIM I CUT HIM DOWN AND STARTED CPR IMMEDIATLY AS MY CHILDREN WATCHED I BRAUGHT HIM BACK BUT I REALIZED 4 WEEKS LATER IT WAS TO LATE AND HE WOULD NEVER COME BACK TO US TO MUCH BRAIN DAMAGE, I THEN TOOK HIM OFF LIFE SUPPORT AND HE PASSED ON 09/26/2011 3 DAYS BEFORE OUR 4TH ANNIVERSARY, WE HAVE TWO CHILDREN AGES ALMOST 4 OUR DAUGHTER  AND OUR 12YR… Continue

Added by Amanda T Ford on October 27, 2011 at 1:28pm — No Comments

Good Afternoon to everyone that might be going thru a hard time right now. This is very difficult for me im 35yrs old woman with two children a 12yr old son and a 3yr old daughter and my husband of 4…

Good Afternoon to everyone that might be going thru a hard time right now. This is very difficult for me im 35yrs old woman with two children a 12yr old son and a 3yr old daughter and my husband of 4yrs commited suicide on 08/24/2011. I found him in our home and I kept him alive for 5weeks when I knew he wasnt coming back and there was nothing else I could do, I took him off life support and he passed away on 09/26/2011 3 days before our 4th anniversary. I miss him so much and wished we…

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Added by Amanda T Ford on October 10, 2011 at 5:11pm — No Comments

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