On January 19th, 2011 I lost my sister in a very sudden death. It was completely unexpected. I find that I still have so much trouble sleeping at night. Any moments not spent working I think about the horrible things she must have endured right before she died. I try to spend as much time with my parents as I can because they are dying inside. I have siblings that are also grieving so very much. I find that I don't talk to them as much because I know they have enough to deal with. I look…
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