And now I have to go to work. Things are getting hot and critical for a job I so badly need and here I am up all night.Crying.Calling 800 numbers for spiritual help which would be harmless and ok except it drains my bank account. And now I'm addicted.
Added by Lisa Marie Wawrzynski - (Liska) on January 21, 2010 at 4:30am —
Since the overdose and loss of my best friend my mind seems to have split and lost all reasoning. I have been doing things to ruin my own life and I don't seem to care much. I keep getting into trouble-police,financial,relationship-wise, I'm going to blow it all if I don't get a grip. My B.D. is the 28 and I don't really care. Because he's not here.
Added by Lisa Marie Wawrzynski - (Liska) on January 20, 2010 at 5:01pm —